Birth Day

Have you ever feel it? The "Today's my birthday, and then what?" thought.

As for me, every single year on my birthday, it's always comes to my mind😔.

I know I shouldn't expect anything, but when it comes, I really hope something happens. Even though I don't know what the thing is.

Also, as we get older, birthday become an ordinary day. Nothing special anymore, except the fact that the death is getting closer.

To be truly honest, I really hope I feel awaken once again. Cause I really needed it 🙂.

Oh! What I mean by awaken is a moment where it feels like we're reborn, there's something wake up inside that make ourself become almost completely different than how it was, like a different person, but so much better.

One thing I hope gone for this year, my eternal loneliness. I'll kick off this age with my first blog post. 

"The scariest moment is always just before you start. After that, things can only get better."
- Stephen King

Hopefully, my life gets more exciting and better!